I never understood how much I hurt you.
I never understood how much you loved me.
I never understood how destructive I was...angry...jaded...hateful...pessimistic...wrong.
You found a way to show me exactly how much I hurt you and now that I understand, all I can feel is your pain. My defenses have fallen away. My pride has disappeared. The anger is gone - I can't hold it or pretend to be justified with this new understanding of your pain. I can't explain how I've come to understand this except through God. Only He knew that I would now be at this point in my life and be capable of understanding your side of our past. He led me through my pride issues. He taught me what real love is. He is holding my hand as I experience this situation of the past merging with the present. I never could have gotten here on my own. Although it will never be enough, I'm so sorry that I broke your heart.
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